Hi,you are so real and tha what really matters.We all must go threw certain things to realize who we are.YOU are still beautiful,i havea story i started using drugs at 16 i was in love SO I THOUGHT.I stooped so low i wont burden you but one day my life story wll be the worlds top selling book because i lived when my soul wanted to die.Stay true to yourself and the ones ho love you...CHAMPONS TAKE RISKA AND RISK CREATES CHAMPIONS!